My netbuk.. damn u but still u’re da pengubat duka lara n peneman di kala sunyi…

-si comey putih-

I call my netbuk si comey putih - like a cat's name right?
hee... obviously due to da kaler n da size….
but, he (PS2) did broke my heart…
I bought him, last few month ago, my 1st allowance (BeST course – I did mention b4 wut the H**l is dis course), 4surela xckup, allowance 1k je, si comey nih, 1.3k (I ask my ayhcik (tokey computer) to giv me da cheapest netbuk he had).. So, as the youngest daughter of Puan Zamzani,I ask my beloved mak to topup the balance . not asking my ayah (oready ask him to topup (75%) when buying the PC – last yer).. so, dis time, my mk pulak. Huhu… --> I do payback the balance ok.. (to my mk only)
When I got si comey, excited dowh– it’s been 1 year ++, I dun have my own laptop (laptop zmn skolah being stolen, damn u si pencurik – pulangkan –> nada maya Karin digunakan dcni).. PC xbest, beso, susah dibawa kemana2 (I bwk jgk mase jdk cikgu) – beli sbb nk tgk cd sbb hifi kt umh rosak n dat time no laptop/notebook/netbuk worth 1.3k.
But lame2, da feeling not so best anymore.. I just realizing, my netbuk can’t be use to play much game, n da sims 3 was release.. duhh, need to play in da PC kt bilik (kt umh shja, so whenever I ‘lari dari rumah” – currently, I can’t play) sobs3… n no DVD-ROMs – ok, I realize even b4.. but still… lots of incompatibility of this Aspire One… make me keep missing my old laptop (even heavy gile n oweyz dserang virus2 centa), but the old one is better. Si comey ni still ade gud things, ringan + - 1.2 kg, so, I can’t bring it w/out making a fuse (beratlaaah) and just put in my handbag (thankful amat) n da battery thn lame +- 6 hours ….
Haaa… battery, I really glad by its ability, no need to bring the charger and no need to find any electric input… but.. wut I really (x 1k) disappointed is… its decreasing… evento, I’m not so mnjaga dis si comey (ade I jage bnda kew??) but da battery, I do take care.. I’m wake up early to charge the battery until the signal from oren turn to blue, turn off my battery whenever the battery signal – oren kelip2 (wlpn I mmg nk guna lg), never charge my netbuk while using it (ade 2kali shja – amt t’pksa)… to summarize here, I do much to take care of dis si comey punya battery..
But in the end: after almost 5 month using it, the battery signal never ever turns to blue color. Duhh.. For the start I tot something wrong with the extension plug. Ok, rilek, try charge kt len.. da same… waaa… even 4hours ++ I’m charging, xpnuh2 (usual - its only take 2hours n half).. feeling like someone stab u from ur back (mstilah menipu – dis idiom nothing to do with da story.. =p)…
So, I turn on si comey, and check the battery, its show me 98%.. and never goes up.. n wut more dishearten, its keep decreasing, now only 78% (da fullest) n yes it going down, wut I notice, about a month da battery dropping 20%.. (o-O)… then, after I count a little bit in 4 month (probability), the battery might be gone – need to bring the charger oweysss.. huhu…
Da conclusions:
1)Never ever mnjaga battery too much..
2)Dun put high expectation for a netbuk when u bought da cheapest one
3)Dun naek van sapu from negeri Penyu a.k.a Tganu to Kelantan bila tiket bs xde.. Si comey pnh jatuh dri van wen a guy want to take his bag w/out considering si comey was inside the bag on his bag.. Kusooo u whoever u are (I sempat buat muka n giv an evil look to him n bising2 sket, nk mrh2, xlrt, letey amat dat time)
4)Dun let semut/ namlu/ ants (xde kena mengena ngn nadiah mohaidin dcni), enter ur netbuk (dun eat sweet things whenever u mengadap netbuk – oweys did dis) -> mybe one of da factor…
5)Gain lots of money, afford to buy the great one / whenever netbuk jdk mangai, I can buy another one w/out complaining n sedey2… k, material physics graduated, must think materialistically.. duhh..

PS1: I’m missing zmn skolah, jdk bdk bhn.. bile korg nk buat gathering??
PS2: I address si comey putih as ‘He’ bcz more suitable for a creepy annoying thing – awl2 ok, akhir2 xok.. gomenasaii (ade unsur2 sarcastic dcni)..
PS3: hontou ni gomenasai si comey putih, si pencurik, si guy y drop si putih, but u ol deserve my cursing (ok ok, I still dpt dosa, curse org, mntak maap la ni)…
PS4: pencurik is he jgk, I noe laa… 1 hostel with my bro, xkn mat ael 1 hostel with a she…

Mengadap si comey putih... how annoying u r, aishiteru...

main masak2 di dapur... lalalalala

me - cooking???
waaaa.... interesting...
Before this I only cook - water, maggie (real cooking okey, maggie goreng n maggie rebus - but sgt2 mls bcz ade my bro y rajin msk for me), telur mata/ dadar, burger n da equivalence, ikan n aym goreng (mstilah my mak oready put the kunyit + salt n cut da fish o chicken - seriously, I've never n dunno how (not my fault lgk, my mak n kk mie never allow me to - "xjd rupa lauk la nti", kata mereka, sobs3...
So, I've give up in cooking, dats why cecite, marry with super duper rich guy (4 sure ade tkg msk, hoyeahhh).. but when I've got dis permanent job (hopefully, Gov dun fired me plizzz), I've given up upon kawen with so called org kaya - yealah, da ade income sdri, so, I can live by myself (materialistic view ok).. n in my kpale otak, I'm going to spend my money for food kt restoren/ gerai/ n delivery.. never ever cross my mind to cook.. (I'm so damn lazy girl esp to wash the kuali n periok)...
but, smlm I da memasak.. aym msk kicap (all by myself including the washing part).. I think ok la kot, not bad for da 1st time, housemate xckp ape pn - I wonder, did she mnjga hati o really nothing to say?.. for me, ok da kot (not memuji diri sdri).. even, i think bwg terlebih - pttnya kena tumbuk but dun have any lesung la.. so, just chop da onions.. huu.. nk blend, mls nk basuh blender (mls lgk), aiyoo.. next time, would like to cook chicken soup.. b'jaya kh?? aminn...

P/s: nk cari mane lesung ni? huhu

I'm missing them... sobs3

missing them very much, those little arwahs (ade s sbb plural)huhu

maybe 1 more week to to waste...

Since 16th June 2010, I'm doing "nothing" a.k.a mkn gaji buta. but not my fault laa...
For da truth, I'm sickening bored... damed bored... n I'm freezing.. I wonder, did my reseptor sejuk t'over detect the sezuk... c dis photo, how I'm suffering day to day.. covering myself with sejadah n wearing socks..(T.T)

Just meet the director general (KP - Ketua Pengarah), had a little bit interview with him.. duhh.. how I mess up the introduction of myself... ~bad 1st impression I guess~
At 1st, I tot next week, I'll have the place to stay - suffering no more (perhaps)..
demo san, mada2 (with my head moves left to right)..
Still need to wait.. maybe ichi more week...
Sabow je la lin.. treasure dis freedom even I absolutely didn't wish.. huhu..
but wut I dissapointed amat.. I just realize I could connect my net-book trough the wireless even lots of things being blocked by admin but still I can online.. means, since 16th June - 6th July, I waste my online time for free (I'm not afford yet to buy da broadband)... How frustrating.. malu b'tnya sesat jln... but I do ask, but wrong person... ask the right person few days ago je.. waaa... y I'm to late to ask the right one.. n y wen I ask long time ago, the wrong one.. wutever lol... at least, have something to do right now... waiting patiently, linn-lynn sama... ganbatte kudasai with da freezing, winter moscow sezuk lg...

world cup 2010...

I vote for Belanda.. hoho..
For the start and even b4, my favorite team was England, since zmn skool lg la... Beckham kn.. even dis year, xde dia, but still setia...
hee.. but its almost final.. German da broke my heart by scoring 4-1 towards England.. duhh, how frustrating.. taula terer but no need la till 4 score kn.. huhu... whatever, Belanda da confirm final, Germany mada2... tomorrow mornink, 2am will decide either Spain o German..
It's not something surprising if Spain make it to the final... see, how Brazil been defeated????
This world cup do have lots of kezutan.. game kn.. 90 minutes with various feeling..
so, we wait and c.. go go Netherlands...

wut a dull life i'm facing.. duhhhh

Am I too sensitive or did she too insensitive?….
God, day to day, i felt, I become hated.
It’s damn hurt..
I feel like I wanna run away but it couldn’t be help..
Need to press on.. chaiyok2…
Keep holding on k…
Linn-lynn sama…. Gambate kudasai…
Just for a moment..
But this kind of moment..
When it’s gonna be last???
Duhh, u need to change ojou sama…
Have to…
Become Yamato nadeshiko…
A perfect lady but the truth I don’t want to..
I just want to become someone who not to be hated…
Haih… sighing again….
Got a job already..
And I thought my tears that wouldn’t be dried will have an ending..
But still… namidaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa…………….
Flowing over again…
For the sake, I’m too boring over lot of stuff…
OMG!!!!!! do put some colour in my life currently…
Make it lively…
In the past half month, my life getting too dull…
Sobs3….. tsk tsk tsk…..
Lone ranger, when it comes to the end????????

BeST & NMF

Biotechnology & Entrepreneurship Special Training a.k.a BeST, location: TESDEC, Marang and NMF, Gong Badak.. For sure it is in penyu state. =p
This course does take my 6month. Actually, I accidentally participate this course and yes the main reason is to get the 1k allowance, (duhh, how I buzzing around when the allowance was so damn late, ps: we didn’t have the final allowance yet, biotech, make it faster). The 1st 3 month was held by attending class conduct by trainers from sirim. Lots of new knowledge I gained from the class.. n lots of annoying and freaking bad thing happen. Statement “sy pn ade degree jgk” couldn’t erase from my memory and there, for the first time, I’ve been yell at in front of lots people, damn u Mr A. He already ask for an apologize, yes, apologize accepted but such awful memory, I wouldn’t forget. To tell you what, within that 3 month, I do feel like I’m acting in a drama, typical malay drama. Here and there, problems arose but as lot of actor/actress keep mention, “It’s hard to satisfy everyone”. The end of the class session, it was so damn irritating, duhh.. I do hate her.. Mdm S. you’re too much.. what a bad management. Please, resign right now. But it passes already. I do enjoy a lot when visiting SIRIM in shah Alam. The cell culture practice, our guru besar. Its something memorable and enjoyable . but still creepy bitch exist, been chased out from your room when you’re so tired. Its feel like you want to throw the person from titanic ship. Again, forgive and forget (could I?).
The next paragraph would be the practical session. After lots of bothersome matter, I end up practical in NMF. Here, I make friend and break 2 friendship. Opps, wrong. Its not me who break the relation. I’ve been dump.. zannen desu.. huhu.. So what, do I care. Gosh, I’ve always thinking I’m the right one but indeed it is obviously I’m right. I admit what fault did I done, so, sorry lol but when there’s human who’s unwillingly to forgive another human. So, do I need to care? Maybe they think they such a noble person. So go on. Keep proud of yourself, if it is, you’re a really noble person, omedetou gozaimash. And please do get a noble prize. Erm.. lynnlinn-sama, don’t blame others too much. However, I did enjoy spending my time here and the most important factor is…… the wifi… hoho… surfing and download jdrama.. and become addicted to facebook. Speaking of the facebook, there’s 2 taught in my head, fb can tie and untie someone’s relationship. Duhh.. so, it is good or not? For the sake, I got my new house here in bangi in such a short time, domo-arigatou fb but for my heartache, hell u fb… Whatever, before if such thing happen to me, I always type broken heart sentences, feeling hurt somewhere but the mature and evil me, if such thing occurred again and ever again, I’m gonna yell to that person, do I need to care. If u’re such a noble person. Be it. And do please check in book and any other references, what the criteria to be noble. It must new? Creative and innovative? Wak luuuuuu…… the end…….