Sunday, 11 March 2012

Bicara Hatikah?

Women…

Are they that weak?
Recently, lots of movie/ drama made adaption from novel and most of the story ala2 Korean style. And what about Korean style is, the girl gonna fall in love first and some kind of… gonna berkorban apa saje for the guy which is…. I don’t like…

Bicara Hati Novel, by Damya Hanna.. my neechan buy dat novel and I read it, I think during my skool time or 1st year uni.. and.. tadaaa…. the novel made into drama.
I suka the novelist name, siap thinking bout giving my twin name, as damia hana n dania hani, mia n nia…haha.. stop talking about things, which is……(lost word oh)…

Omo.. excited.. then, now already ep 10, little bit frustrated bcz there’s changes here and there. So, I coming home searching for the novel to reread, so that I can find the differences, is it the zahlia in the novel is like that? But… xjumpa maa…. Doko ni?

Then, I buy the new one..


Reread it for a night.. penat oh… lama suda left behind the hobby: reading…
Then, ok, zahlia in the novel its more ok ok than the one in drama. No pink eye shadow being mention at least. Linda ok, marsha do the good job, but no insaf scene as in drama, marsha tetibe solat.. what the?? Tengku shahran… erm, bolehlaah, hensem… (^.^)…

But.. after reread the novel, I did notice I hate a few scene which is dolu, xperasan pn.. maybe dulu, I just feel that should be when you falling in love, oho, am I in love that time? But now, which no love feeling for a guy, I did think, some of action taken by zahlia, some kind of…. Aigooo….

1st about the contract, xboleh touching2.. why u xbangkang kt shah tu, when he said, the condition is, u must call him as abang, no matter of time.. so dat with ur condition, no touching for… whenever right??

2nd, whenever shahran said, wife derhaka kt husband, will berdosa.. so, why can’t you zahlia said, if you love me, how could you, make me some kind of wife y derhaka, if a husband redha je, xberdosa la kot? Hehe.. xsure jgk hokum hakam ni..

3rd, ada scene, shahran did something… omo… a husband, how could u… whenever your blindly jealous arouse, u just did horrible2 thing to her.. n she… after a few sory2 word, tears in his eye.. ok, forgiven.. How could a husband did not believe a women, who… he… kononnya.. love very2 much… oho… pathetic husband and wife.. why, is dats easily? Is that what we call it as LOVE? I wonder…

4th, scene yang last2, faizal gonna rape zahlia… oho… a guy coming, to send a thing, then.. why this women, zahlia who live alone, invite him to minum2.. eh? Mmgla, just sit down outside, but u’re alone babe.. n, yaa… novel, kenala happy ending.. zahlia saved… n finally happy ever after…

Conclusion: I just don’t ever get it, why. but as in reality, women, did those thing.. mengalah apa saje when she’s falling in love.. omo… women, get a hold of yourself, a wife oklah, mesti taat right? But as GF je… xpyhla. B4 kahwin pn, behave cm hantu, n if after, u think dats he’s gonna change? Hopefully but please… I do believe the first impression first.. I do judge a book by its cover first. I do assume a character by first meeting first..

PS: last time, balik kg, I drove my mom to visit my future sister in law, hehe, if their jodoh ada la, da 5 years couple kot… n tiba2, my brother’s future mother in law, said: dah keje elok2 ni, kena cari dahlah, muka ni, kena letak y ke2, eh, bkn y ke 3, memulanya, agama dia, then perangai dia..

Me: senyum2 saje..

Dlm hati: grrrrrrr… eh what the what kn.. ok, wife as makmum have to choose her imam.. but, I don’t know how this applicable.. I think it same goes in auditing proses. We can’t choose the auditor but we can reject the given auditor. Erm, maybe, kalaulah, ada orang meminang, kita blh reject org itu but not, we are the one, whose go for the meminang a guy.. erm.. is that?? Hehe.. I did apply my new knowledge in my life.

But ahjuma, actually I nak reply like this tp dh nk maghrib kn, so dat I mls la, ok the true answer is: currently, ahjumashi, mmgla, 25 years, my friendss (plural) dh ada baby dh. Kerja, Alhamdulillah, stabil la, insyaALLAH… tapi.. the problem is: no one falling in love with me and I also don’t fall for anyone and even if I did, otokajo? Masuk meminang ke? Haish… muri des… its not bout soal memilih, is not bout xmencari, its just.. jodoh.. kt tangan tuhan kn, macam mati jgk.. so, just don’t ask if u not receiving any invitation card.. don’t ever bother, kerja tuhan semua tu, don’t ever bother,if someone daughter, berat jodoh… Doa-doakan lah, the happiness of other, bukan spreading the bad thing bout others.. kannn..

Me: if people said to me, linn, jangan memilih sangat, jangan jual mahal sgt, oho… what the what, ckpla apa saje… u’re not in my shoes, nanti bg jwpn kejam cm kwn neechan kn, mau menangis u, hehe, her answer to a married women who ask her: bila nak kahwin w/pun dh terang lg bersuluh dia tu single: dah akak bila nk bercerai? Tak tahu kn, so sy nk kawin bile pn xtau jgk la.. jodoh kn kt tgn DIA…

hahaha... pdn muka akk tu, bergenang air mata tp dh every day tanya, menyampah kn. dis is issue is so damn sensitive for 30+ women. and I.. approaching.... (T.T)...

Tuesday, 7 February 2012

when no one understand n not even try....

Dear lynn-linn sama,

Lately, u some kind of... sigh over and over..
Which is not a good thing to do as a muslimah, u should redha with the musibah given to u..

The test given was never a test, u couldn't pass over with but as a very bad time management, everything gonna get chaos which is u... hontouni, dai kiraaaiiii.....

As second fly by, more things get complicated. Senpai gonna said, life, the time make us better.

But for some extend, u never learn... n don't even want to learn.

As people.. is people.. stranger or even close one..

Never get to empathy other people.. Whatever they said, I faham or etc etc...

Please don't simply utter out as u really mean it.

because u eventually, just don't...

It's not about the credit u got, not about experience u gain..

Just u know urself better than anyone else.

The things u manage to do or not...

Capable or not..

People just gonna judge..

and... the pain, only u will felt it..

owh.. pain n sickness n illness n hurting.. could u just be on any organ which is visible.. which is, people gonna said.. omooo... she's in pain.

but, it was invisible.. apeunji.... hontouni... itaaaiyooo...

(T.T)....


---> u're surely grammar and vocabulary failed, buchou said: syazlin, u ni, masih tak tau ke 1 perkataan o x, ade kot2 lagi... omo, I meme laa... dari kecik, language mmg fail.. walaupun I score A but just on paper, same goes as subject history, ayh I sad: haish, lin xbelajar sejarah ke dulu... (T.T).. I got A1 ok, bcz u la, I try the hardest bcz u ever said u got A, so, as the daughter, I have to even feel like vomiting to learn them.. huhu...

moral of da n3: u eventually capable if u ever try to just u urself... some kind of lazy human being.. duhhhhh.....

off to work.. with new goal, new courage n..... new attitude?? (eh???)

Sunday, 29 January 2012

aigoo.... cik linn....

I quote the following sentence from a Korean drama. Do agree with the sentence.. owh, writer, u’re saigou…

Human A: A heart isn’t some revolving door where a bunch of people can go in and out.

Human B: Not. Chigaimas, feeling is an easiest thing in the world. It’s open up once you close your eyes and not a revolving door but like a merry go round. It’s a thing that can be enjoyed by many people happily...

Is Human A or human B is correct? Both I think. There’s a time, a heart is like a merry go round but sometimes its become a treasure box. Once its close, its so damn hard to open and could be remain shut. Or just like a door, anyone can enter . anyone can come and go. Or what else..


Ps: pesal cm melo je n3 nih.. omoya.. (T.T)… every month demam ni, letey la… n 2 hari ni, allergic pulak melanda... redhala menerima kesakitan ini....

Sunday, 15 January 2012

a person who is charmless, only have to do her work correctly....

A sentence quote somewhere...

Byk2 n3 x dipost because all n3 hanging... how i want to cite2 lots of thing happen to me before 2011 end..
1st time pegi concert KPOP..
1st time hiking tnpa dipaksa...
do something which is I feel like, arinaiiiitsunooo....
but those, past oready
now.. oready 2012....
n I will be 25th (jika masih diberi peluang bernafas)...
omo.. silver jubilee age....
my early 20's oready gone... then, its gonna, my late 20's...
aigooo... scary, ya..
like, much2 thing I didn't achieve as I dream b4..
erm.. dreaming... lama xbuat...
hontouni.. kowaiii if been asked, what's your cita2...
don't have any specific...
just, live happily... I guess...
but not dat happy as I wish..
but not dat sad as I never wish...
just...
speechless la linn....
2012, 25 years old...
kalau dikenang, zaman skolah..
cikgu ask me to draw mind mapping..
what will be you after, 1, 5, 10 years later..
I guess, I blur how to draw it out..
bcz... future, mana tau cikgu..
kita hanya merancang, tuhan y tentukan...
but, dats is, cikgu suruh rancang la ni..
ok..ok.. wakatta..
I'm not going to recall of course..
lost lots of memory.. omo, I'm aging...
wrinkle2 slowly appear... tulang2 feel weaker..
oh, should I drink anlene???

ok.. oyasumi, esok keje...

lalalallalala..... happy people pass my way... tiba2 lyrics lagu mandy...
owh, geun suk-san..




otanjoubi omedetou lynnlinn-sama...

Sunday, 18 December 2011

scheduler-shi.... omo omo....

alamak.... fallen in love again... mattaaa.. lynnlinn-sama??

with... Scheduler-shi... choooo kawaiiiiii....

and dis song quiet nice, ost paradise kiss movie, ada sho - bkn nama sebenar la, tp comel jgk...


he is a kawaiii akuma, neh??



Lyrics Hello - YUI

Romaji

hello, hello, hello, hello, ... How many koishiteru no?
I can see sugu ni wakaru wa
makka na jerashii kakaete

chigau jibun ni kidzuiteiru
kiken na yume, furetaku naru
douka shiteru
ah rakuen no saki ni
akogareteiru
demo ne, chotto
tobikomenai wa
konna atashi no koto
anata kitto warau desho
madowaseru yasashii akuma

hello, hello...

Don't stop ki no nai furi shite
Anytime machi kogareru
jounetsu sore wa tegowai
hitomi no oku utsuru kage ni
kanawanai ki ga suru kara wasuretai wa
demo rakuen no saki ni
akogareteiru
yorisoeba me wo tojiru dake
sonna atashi dattara, anata kitto kirau desho?
madowaseru tsumetai akuma
isso deawanakattara
yokatta no ni
say hello say goodbye
hajimari no yokan tomerarenai
kuyashii kedo suki ni naru
sono ushiro sugata ni
naketekuru kara
tabun sou kitto modorenai ne
itsuka atashi datte
anata muchuu ni saseru
hohoemu no kawaii akuma

Translation

hello, hello, hello, hello, ...
How many times have I fallen in love?
I can see, I understand immediately,
carrying this downright jealousy.

I notice this different me.
This dangerous dream, I want to feel it
Something is wrong with me.

Ah, I would love to be in paradise,
but I can’t really jump up there, right?

You will surely laugh
at my actual self, won’t you?
You, gentle demon, who led me astray

Don’t stop pretending you don’t care
Anytime that I long for
Passion, that’s so tough.
in the shadow reflected inside my eye
I feel it wont come true, so I want to forget it.

But I would love to be in paradise
I will just close my eyes if we cuddle together.
If I acted that way, you will surely hate me, right?
You, cold demon, who led me astray.

It would have been better
if I never met you.
say hello, say good bye
I can’t stop the start of this forebodement
It’s mortifying, but I started to like it.

I start shedding tears
from your retreating figure
you will probably won’t be coming back, right?

Someday I will make you
go crazy about me
You, smillng cute demon.

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PS: domo arigatou...

Wednesday, 9 November 2011

Its alright, daijoubu, genchanayo... ??

Its alright even if the entire world sends hardship in your way..

Plagiat a lyrics. Forgot already what song it is...

But of course... its not alright... this lyrics.... tipuuuu...

.......(T.T).....

Monday, 19 September 2011

14 September, 16 Syawal… nightmare? dareka, please wake me up...

As usual, as a commoner, when there’s a bad event occurred, there’s a lot of…
If I…….
But when talking about, “berpijak di bumi nyata”… reasoning will be ignored..
Instead of “If I”, there’s also, “luckily”.. Thus, as an almost 24 years old women..
I do gather a lots of “luckily” compare to “if I”… yes I do matured enough..
But still… there’s lot of thought in my head.. n they were gathering n keep mixing, spinning. Perhaps, I’m being thinking too much, n those thought do confusing me.. so damn much…
I couldn’t burst a single tear even though it was… saddening.. n I do feel I need to cry out loud.. but.. I just couldn’t…
Is it matured or some kind of pathetic feeling?
Couldn’t be able to express the feeling or just simply afford to ignore the feeling and as so faking of me said, there’s still lot of thing I need to think instead of this…
But… as mention.. faking…
And it couldn’t be truth..
This few days before, I do feeling something bad will occurred, but I do hope, please, the bad things, do occurred towards me only.. Please don’t involve anyone.. n still it involved lots of people..
And this kind of things… contain lots of moral of the story…
It was, not the first accident experienced by me.. but the moment.. still couldn’t be described within words..
It’s just.. too fast…
Chronology:

12:00 ++… hungry, let’s go for lunch… ermm.. MCD, does my office within the delivery area?… but, still, I feel like going out… shigoto.. do stress… perhaps eating outside would lift up some stress on my shoulder.. – unexpectedly, it’s does adding much much stress…

13:00++, let’s go, zarina n baem… n I feel like driving that very day.. n where’s we heading? Not at sg buah again… Bandar baru bangi.. roger..
And, after traffic light, turn right, turn right.. then.. is it left or right? straight…
Straight…ok….berhenti lin…..(interval).. kena ke? Bang… (interval)… haah?? Ok ke? rina? Kena… trok ke??....
Otokajo… ok, calmed down, reversed.. your car can still moving.. ok, parked at the road side…
Miss Persona: “awk xnmpk ke? Sy baru amik kereta ni”. Judging from her road tax, 2 months ..
I really don’t know what to do.. ok, call somebody… tasukette…
Either claimed insurance o just paying… then, report police 1st…
n neo… daijoubu? Moving?? Yes moving, but, alignment .. n there’s creepy sound.. n then, its raining…. Heavily..
Baem drive neo to kajang? Can o not?.. no no… too dangerous, please don’t take any risk..
Parking.. call hidayu, please.. help me… n raining.. keep raining… 3 of us.. waiting in neo…
Hidayu, late.. isn’t it? Worried… ok, then, Alhamdulillah.. arrive… 5 of us heading to kajang.. but as we still not eating anything yet… tapau mcd first.. mc chicken taste like nothing… n I couldn’t afford to eat much…

15.00++ … arrive.. meet again with with Miss Persona, how is it.. if claimed insurance… no NCD… how about just paying… discussion… haah? 5k?? muri-muri… ok, the best choice, claimed insurance...
But.. otokajo.. calling2… waiting to report… then.. no 17… eh? another counter? Gehhh…
Then, waiting for our turn… miss persona do report 1st.. it surely take timeeeeee.. then… my turn… report..
Need to c mr sarjan.. again.. Waiting.. report again..
As written, law for traffic: there’s a summon issued towards me.. geh.. RM 300… no discount…

17:00++ … heading back.. call car towing.. Miss Persona doesn’t want her car to be send to Proton workshop? Eh????
Mr Sarjan also arrive.. Mr Sarjan: “jalan ni, memang xblh pergi straight actually, either right o left je” … ok then, kelisa straight n 3 4 +++ cars also..
Mr Sarjan: “nk saman, mmg byk la”…
Then.. wut the wut….. please, do label the road wisely n as u said lots of accident occurred here.. then, ……? Instead of keep issuing nonsense summon.. Take some action.. honour the work.. couldn’t you?
Neo was towed to puchong.. sayonara neo.. matta kondo, please come back healthier… claim insurance, summon, document, n etc…. will be settle the very next day…

19:00++.. arrive home with Hidayu…

20:00++.. go to K.ina open house.. I just couldn’t afford to be alone...

22:00++, calling lots of people.. daijoubu, daijoubu, lynnlinn-sama… subete wa, hontouni, daijoubu.. at the very least, no one, injured… alhamdullilaah… thanks to ALLAH S.W.T…

Dunno what time I could be able to clos my eyes.. shocking state…..
The very next day, settle up the document.. thanks to hidayu, let me borrow her car n baem, thanks for bring me there…

-ended-

PS:
1)Maybe in 3 weeks, neo can come home… surely, aitakute yoo…
2)Miss Persona: I… speechless… sorry for the trouble.. but it was accident..
no one ever asked for it. It’s not like, I drive with any alcohol influence, or speeding or etc… it was accident.. Blaming people, we need some consideration to take.. Do hope, your persona will be ok.
3)Miss Linn: do sleep well. Waking up once in 2 hours, doesn’t give u any benefit. Don’t think too much, you’re not alone.. At the very least, kazoku will always support you.. Just do learn from this lesson... very very big lesson…
4)My ayah n mak: Sorry, I hate worrying both of u, but.. It is just couldn’t be helped.
5)Zarina n husband n family: sorry, hope your baby will be ok, how I wish… baby girl: o genki deska? Stay healthier, onegai…
6)Baem: Sorry jgk…
7)Any other person involve directly or not: So sorry also…
8)Minnasan: I truly apologize and thank you from deep of my heart..
9)There’s lot of missing part in the chronology.. but… does it matter? No right…
10)Do annoyed with u.. Mr C: wut the wut….. Adding oil in the fire, does give profit to you.. but… is your life happier by doing so? ….
11)Life wasn’t easy.. n it’s somehow, some kind of freaking cruel but that not what we calculated in life. How you approach the life is what matter.

(^ ______________________________ ^)

oppa on my desk... domu-domu sarangheyo.....