Wednesday, 8 August 2012

Just stop reading the FB comment, can u?

"n3" ini akan ditaip dalam bahasa melayu sepenuhnya, tp n3, ttp n3, blh?

Sekarang ni, suka sangat baca informasi2 y dikongsi oleh rakan2 di fb.

Entah mengapa, komen2 kwn2 kerap mengundang kemarahan di hati.

Kadang-kadang juga, sy akui ada betulnya tapi banyak tak betulnya juga.

Tapi, rakan-rakan ini, seperti sangat2 betul. Boleh tak sebelum menaip, fikir sedikit tentang orang lain. Jgn kerana ketaksuban anda, ramai pula dapat dosa percuma sbb maki anda dlm hati termasuk la sy sdri.

Mungkin kekhilafan berbicara dalam isu politik, boleh dimaafkan. Isu olimpik, blh juga. (frust la jgk tp xpe, usaha y terbaik, korang y kutuk lebih2, korang mmpu ke? tak kn.. jadi, zip mulut anda, bendung (mcm slh je perkataan ini) tangan anda.

Tapi kalau isu hadith, ayat Quran, hukum hakam Islam.

Astagfirullah.. kwn, sebelum kongsi sesuatu itu, ada baiknya selidiki dulu.

Baik, dia dh selidik, betul. Bila ditanya, tanya siapa? kawan yang macam alim pun setuju.

Kwn y mcm alim ????

Mungkin ilmu saya tidak sebanyak mana dan status fb saya hanyalah menceritakan kestressan kerja sy atau kegembiraan melihat wjh2 kacak "imaginary oppa". Juga video mat upi y mmg xmcm Eun Hyuk oppa itu.

Apa-apalah (whatever)

Nota:

Sebenarnya saya sakit hati baca komen pasal ketiadaan air di kelantan. Semua menuduh mkcik itu menipu mentang-mentang rumah diorang di daerah y sama, byk sgt air.. Semua cakap isu politik. Politik x politik. Memang air takde ok, suka hati korang je ckp xbyr bil dan etc2. nak salahkan sesiapa, teruskan (saya xnk sokong mana2, ada betulnya, ada salahnya). tapi jgn la komen y sgt "annoying" spt, bersyukur la mkcik oi, org somalia lg truk, "boaaa"? (dgn nada tinggi).. kalau, takat xpenah rasa ketiadaan air ini, jgn komen dengan perkataan2 sarkastik.. saya pernah alami krisis air yang kronik sewaktu di asrama mrsm kuala terengganu. 2 tahun beb, terseksa, menangis hari2 kot. lenguhnya tgn angkut baldi, sakitnya hati tgk air tumpah dari bldi y diangkut. Korang, penah rasa ke? Ada juga y komen, nenek aku dulu gali telaga, rilek je? halo halo, tuan, nenek anda, bkn anda, dannn... dulu, bukan sekarang.

Dan hakikatnya, tiap kali blk kg, rumah saya tiadaa air juga.. dan derita itu, saya saja y alami.. dan kalau sy jd mkcik itu.. grrrrrr.... (mau sy deactivate FB sy)...

Jangan cuba samakan situasi yang tak sama dan taip mkcik y bodoh. Bulan-bulan puasa, bodohkan org, tuduh org menipu dan etc. oh, mulia sgt ke?... Cubalah komen, tumpang simpati, doakn y terbaik, moga tabah hadapi dugaan dan byk lg perkataan y mulia dan baik dan membina. Andai dia menipu, anda tak tggg dosa beliau, bkn?

ok, komen dia je y berpekataan y tidak elok, hati dia baik? oho... ermm... eh... (saya berfikir sejenak)....

Benci sangat dengan orang yang kononnya bersyukur dengan hidup masing-masing dan nyatakan pendapat merepek mereka y sgt "bias" dan ramai pula yang suka.. Jangan halalkan benda y haram dan sebaliknya.

Sesungguhnya, saya memang tak kan fhm org2 begini.

Pesanan Akhir: Don't Simply Judge the Other Pain, Hardship n etc2 because who are you actuaaly is, to judge?

K, bye...

Nota 2: Memang agak sukar taip n3 tanpa campur bahasa lain.. (-.-")




Friday, 3 August 2012

oho.. depress mode lg.. my email being hacking!!!

Depress mode in this fasting month.

Its Ramadhan, but I just can't stop myself from cursing to the unknown hackers.

Tsk.. tsk.. tsk.. oh, hackers, just take part in the bloody monday 3 jdrama, u can help Fujimaru-kun hacking the terrorist..

I just can't stop being annoyed...

What the what do you thinking to hack my email. Email yahoo, fine, I can re-register anytime anywhere. But not the one with @nuclearmalaysia.gov.my.

and also not one week before the course began.

cukup cukup sudah.. I can't bear this..

Oho..

Chronology:

1) My inbox reach the limit, I guess its happen in every month and too lazy to back up and delete.. so let it be.. but almost every day, receive the damn email. You reach you quota limit, please delete some.. ok, ok wakatta.. and I guess I click the link because its damn annoying and for additional reason, this mr acer, some time like. not responding and etc2, and this very tak sabar me, clicking around. gehhhh....

2) Later, I just get my own PC back (I think its being almost 1 year, did not use it). Install all the stuff, connect to the printer.. Its just came out that great.. yatta.. yatta.. happy desss..

3) Then lg.. Open my email.. Suddenly, 10 inbox, 20 and up to 30, I guess. Sent item to unknown with attachment (kind of spam) and its automatically, about tone of address, yes, truly, I didn't press any single key. Receive thank you email and yes of course, cursing mail from unknown, mail failure notice and etc2..

4) The next day, I send email to one of my colleague.. And guess what, instead of syazlin, I turn to be "G:. And whenever the recipient mail reply, its reply to unknown address. What the What? Trying to change password, but I just can't.

5) The next day lagi, I try do the changes. Ok, its became syazlin again and I can receive the reply but just few hours. Its turn to be G again.. and sent item keep icreasing, inbox too, up till hundred I guess. Delete2.. depress.. depress.. then, ok give up.. call IT department.. but.. before that, Email - mail server error. oho!!!!!... call IT.. they keep asking lots of question, and I just freaking out with lots of IT term.. oh.. dai kiraaiii...

6) After an hour, he call me (the IT department) ask me to do this and that. And yes, he keep saying, this is very serious matter. Trying to fix it back. If it turn to be ok, great. but if its back to the problem, o'ooo..

7) Ok, then.. wait a little bit.. yatta.. its turn out success.. 5.15 pm.. balik rumah to prepare the berbuka puasa.. happy happy days.. lalalalala..

8) Buka Puasa.. then, to alamanda, watching Pakcik Batman who still kakkoii..

9) 12.00 plus.. home.. check out the email.. aaaaaaaarghhhhh...its being blocked again.. otoke.. how its gonna be this Tuesday.. The IT Department gonna call me back and asking lots of stuff again. And yes, he said already, if this occurred again, don't know how.. aigoo... this is soooo freaking out.. and I'm waiting for a reply email too....

Ok, this 3 days weekend not gonna be a happy happy day to me for sure.. oh, hackers please stop giving me nightmare while I'm not yet sleeping.

Seriously, I letey, everyday encounter with tone of problem, buchou, pekeliling stuff, integrity things n etc2..

and when its come to shigoto stuff, though I just pretend to be "ada aku kisah".. but I really care and I MEMANG KISAH SANGAT.

oh... mental break down lagi.. Dugaan tuhan lagi..

Its gonna be alright right? hopefully, amin...

PS: I did realize, sighing over and over again and publish my keluhan hati, its just don't right.. but..

PPS: The IT department ask me (while waiting the PC changes here and there) did ask me, permanent or contract? I said, permanent. Oh, lucky, after grad, just being hired here? Me: I wait for 2 years ok.. (dlm hati, I just happen to grad one year earlier from other but I don't thinks its just merely lucky)..

Gonna thinking this problem till Tuesday and keep thinking until its settle down..

Pakcik Batman tolong belasah the hacker laju2.. (T.T)


Monday, 2 July 2012

Don't get it why?

The n3 today is:

When there's a situation, guy/ boyfriend/ husband/ equivalent cheating on his women/ girlfriend/ wife/ equivalent....

Women/ equivalent gonna say: andwaeee... why too cruel? how can't it happen? unbelievable.. arinaitsunooo..

When counter this situation, I'm gonna said: come on lah, guys.. they can be such a jerk.. so believe it.. it happen not only in samarinda drama, slot akasia or etc2 as one of my friend's sister in law said: drama adapted from the real life..

Yes, betullah tu.. and women could be such a jerk jgk.. if not, there's no need H*LL in this world.. kn??

Just, a gentle reminder for myself: Don't become one...

lalalalalalalala....

Tonight...
We are young....
So let's set the world on fire
We can burn brighter
Than the sun

Thursday, 28 June 2012

Hujan Centa a.k.a Love Rain a.k.a Sarang Bi

Should I translate to Cinta Hujan?

Whatever…

Hujan Centa kind of more interested, I guess…
Actually it is a title for Korean drama which the last episode aired about 4/5 weeks ago.

Overall, I must say: not very much recommend to watch drama but…

If you’re somewhat like… kyaaaa!!! Whenever you saw or heard anything bout this JGS/ JKS / prince/ my dear oppa.. DO WATCH!!!!

Or fanatic to SNSD, also it must be in your wajib tonton drama as the Yoona being the heroin.

For the start, I feel like.. omo-omo, his hair, wey!!!!! Butsu, dai kiraai but when the 70’s end, and taaraa… its 2012… Oppa turn to be super handsome.. (kyaaa, blushing!!!!!)

Ok, its sound like I’m super hentai but whatever laaa…

The synopsis (+etc) as follow:

The drama begin with In Ha (hero 70’s) fall for Yoon Hee (heroin 70’s) within 3 second (is that possible, I want to also, geh!!! but even with oppa, I did take more than days to love him, o’oo).

But as In Ha best friend also fall for the same girl.. more o’oo right?

And as typical Korean drama, must be triangle (and more) relation. There is she, Hye Jung love In Ha but being loved Chang Mo but being loved by In Sook.. (super complicated).. All of them end up to be buddy in a same college. As story goes, the In Ha like, my best friend fall for her, so, ok, let it be, not like, I love her also, best man win.. Oh, how lucky you, but does make In Ha.. Pathetic… And Yoon Hee, ok, agree being a couple with the best friend though that she and In Ha love each other, well, just keep the feeling in their heart until die..

But, they just don’t. Ok, the love is too innocent, we have to tell them the truth..

o’oooo…

Havoc as, wey, this best friend turn to some kind of jerk?? Andwae!!! You should tell them from the start and don’t accept anyone feeling as it is, ok, nothing to lose what.. Pathetic … That’s the word I think…

And, more havoc when In Ha had to go to the army as relating with plagiarism and Yoon Hee having some of chronic disease. So, sayonara, the heroin go to US for the treatment, and hero for army..

Separation…
As its 70’s, there’s no Facebook yet even Friendster.

30 years later…

Joon (son of In Ha and Hye Jung (divorce)) and Ha Na (daughter of Yoon Hee and husband at the State (dead)) met. Like father and son, Joon did fell for Ha Na, yes within 3 second – I don’t know how much I thought bout it, I’ll never get it – people can’t fall for anyone in just 3 second. Zettai muri-muri…

And there were funny-funny scene as Joon the super kakkoi photographer proposing the Ha Na to be his girlfriend. Ha Na for the start having crush for her sunbae but when she know the fact that sunbae already fiancĂ©, she step out though that sunbae actually also have feeling for her. And yes, who can replace the super charming of my oppa right, hohoho (sunbae xhensem lgsg but super rich =p)…

Of Course, Joon and Ha Na become couple. But not that long.. because, his father (In Ha) and Ha Na’s Mother (Yoon Hee) met again. In Ha did search for this women all time along but Hye Jung lie to him that she already dead. For sure, this ahjussi super happy as his lover come back to life (if you love her that much, why did you get marry and making baby, so then everyone suffering – neotemunne). And yes, loveee in the air.. they decided to get marry.. omo-omo, how bout their child.

When Joon found out his father relationship with Ha Na mother and realising how good this Ha Na towards her mother, ok, we need to break up. Wey?? – don’t get it why as it might be awkward relation but even in Islam, its allow as they were from different mom and dad (shaking head, Korean drama)..

Ha Na like? Wut do I wrong, as Joon didn’t give the reason. And.. found out also.. sadness, crying here and there.. I seriously don’t like sad drama. Joon like, I don’t want this, I want you. Lets explain to them. And the Hye Jung (Joon’s mother) step in. Yoon Hee, why you such a bitch, I want my ex husband back (this ahjumaa seriously psycho). Ok, the explanation stop but then In Ha saw them together. And matta, In Ha, for the sake of others, sayonara Yoon Hee (this time, I can accept as for the sake of his only son). The wedding went off. The Psycho ahjuma like hoyeah but.. o’ooo… Joon and Ha Na… They were like, happy but, their parents suffering (not very happy la jugak)… Then its getting complicated as Yoon Hee having another disease (matta) and will be blind.. otokke!!!!....

The Ahjuma also found out.. My lovely son, not with that women’s daughter, arasso!!! They never give up as love rain pouring their heart (aigoo, did I type this?)..

Then, as the ending come closer, Yoon Hee went to State alone to have the treatment. Success!!! In Ha also went to be with Yoon Hee (as friend). The ahjuma don’t oppose the relationship. And Finally, Joon and Ha Na getting married.. yattaaaaa… Happy
Ending…

PS: My Oppa does have a lot to hide… hoho… Oh Please, I’m not that hentai… (^.^)

PPS: Love the scenery in the drama.. how I want to watch the diamond snow in Nihon… mitainaaaa!!!!

Sunday, 11 March 2012

Bicara Hatikah?

Women…

Are they that weak?
Recently, lots of movie/ drama made adaption from novel and most of the story ala2 Korean style. And what about Korean style is, the girl gonna fall in love first and some kind of… gonna berkorban apa saje for the guy which is…. I don’t like…

Bicara Hati Novel, by Damya Hanna.. my neechan buy dat novel and I read it, I think during my skool time or 1st year uni.. and.. tadaaa…. the novel made into drama.
I suka the novelist name, siap thinking bout giving my twin name, as damia hana n dania hani, mia n nia…haha.. stop talking about things, which is……(lost word oh)…

Omo.. excited.. then, now already ep 10, little bit frustrated bcz there’s changes here and there. So, I coming home searching for the novel to reread, so that I can find the differences, is it the zahlia in the novel is like that? But… xjumpa maa…. Doko ni?

Then, I buy the new one..


Reread it for a night.. penat oh… lama suda left behind the hobby: reading…
Then, ok, zahlia in the novel its more ok ok than the one in drama. No pink eye shadow being mention at least. Linda ok, marsha do the good job, but no insaf scene as in drama, marsha tetibe solat.. what the?? Tengku shahran… erm, bolehlaah, hensem… (^.^)…

But.. after reread the novel, I did notice I hate a few scene which is dolu, xperasan pn.. maybe dulu, I just feel that should be when you falling in love, oho, am I in love that time? But now, which no love feeling for a guy, I did think, some of action taken by zahlia, some kind of…. Aigooo….

1st about the contract, xboleh touching2.. why u xbangkang kt shah tu, when he said, the condition is, u must call him as abang, no matter of time.. so dat with ur condition, no touching for… whenever right??

2nd, whenever shahran said, wife derhaka kt husband, will berdosa.. so, why can’t you zahlia said, if you love me, how could you, make me some kind of wife y derhaka, if a husband redha je, xberdosa la kot? Hehe.. xsure jgk hokum hakam ni..

3rd, ada scene, shahran did something… omo… a husband, how could u… whenever your blindly jealous arouse, u just did horrible2 thing to her.. n she… after a few sory2 word, tears in his eye.. ok, forgiven.. How could a husband did not believe a women, who… he… kononnya.. love very2 much… oho… pathetic husband and wife.. why, is dats easily? Is that what we call it as LOVE? I wonder…

4th, scene yang last2, faizal gonna rape zahlia… oho… a guy coming, to send a thing, then.. why this women, zahlia who live alone, invite him to minum2.. eh? Mmgla, just sit down outside, but u’re alone babe.. n, yaa… novel, kenala happy ending.. zahlia saved… n finally happy ever after…

Conclusion: I just don’t ever get it, why. but as in reality, women, did those thing.. mengalah apa saje when she’s falling in love.. omo… women, get a hold of yourself, a wife oklah, mesti taat right? But as GF je… xpyhla. B4 kahwin pn, behave cm hantu, n if after, u think dats he’s gonna change? Hopefully but please… I do believe the first impression first.. I do judge a book by its cover first. I do assume a character by first meeting first..

PS: last time, balik kg, I drove my mom to visit my future sister in law, hehe, if their jodoh ada la, da 5 years couple kot… n tiba2, my brother’s future mother in law, said: dah keje elok2 ni, kena cari dahlah, muka ni, kena letak y ke2, eh, bkn y ke 3, memulanya, agama dia, then perangai dia..

Me: senyum2 saje..

Dlm hati: grrrrrrr… eh what the what kn.. ok, wife as makmum have to choose her imam.. but, I don’t know how this applicable.. I think it same goes in auditing proses. We can’t choose the auditor but we can reject the given auditor. Erm, maybe, kalaulah, ada orang meminang, kita blh reject org itu but not, we are the one, whose go for the meminang a guy.. erm.. is that?? Hehe.. I did apply my new knowledge in my life.

But ahjuma, actually I nak reply like this tp dh nk maghrib kn, so dat I mls la, ok the true answer is: currently, ahjumashi, mmgla, 25 years, my friendss (plural) dh ada baby dh. Kerja, Alhamdulillah, stabil la, insyaALLAH… tapi.. the problem is: no one falling in love with me and I also don’t fall for anyone and even if I did, otokajo? Masuk meminang ke? Haish… muri des… its not bout soal memilih, is not bout xmencari, its just.. jodoh.. kt tangan tuhan kn, macam mati jgk.. so, just don’t ask if u not receiving any invitation card.. don’t ever bother, kerja tuhan semua tu, don’t ever bother,if someone daughter, berat jodoh… Doa-doakan lah, the happiness of other, bukan spreading the bad thing bout others.. kannn..

Me: if people said to me, linn, jangan memilih sangat, jangan jual mahal sgt, oho… what the what, ckpla apa saje… u’re not in my shoes, nanti bg jwpn kejam cm kwn neechan kn, mau menangis u, hehe, her answer to a married women who ask her: bila nak kahwin w/pun dh terang lg bersuluh dia tu single: dah akak bila nk bercerai? Tak tahu kn, so sy nk kawin bile pn xtau jgk la.. jodoh kn kt tgn DIA…

hahaha... pdn muka akk tu, bergenang air mata tp dh every day tanya, menyampah kn. dis is issue is so damn sensitive for 30+ women. and I.. approaching.... (T.T)...

Tuesday, 7 February 2012

when no one understand n not even try....

Dear lynn-linn sama,

Lately, u some kind of... sigh over and over..
Which is not a good thing to do as a muslimah, u should redha with the musibah given to u..

The test given was never a test, u couldn't pass over with but as a very bad time management, everything gonna get chaos which is u... hontouni, dai kiraaaiiii.....

As second fly by, more things get complicated. Senpai gonna said, life, the time make us better.

But for some extend, u never learn... n don't even want to learn.

As people.. is people.. stranger or even close one..

Never get to empathy other people.. Whatever they said, I faham or etc etc...

Please don't simply utter out as u really mean it.

because u eventually, just don't...

It's not about the credit u got, not about experience u gain..

Just u know urself better than anyone else.

The things u manage to do or not...

Capable or not..

People just gonna judge..

and... the pain, only u will felt it..

owh.. pain n sickness n illness n hurting.. could u just be on any organ which is visible.. which is, people gonna said.. omooo... she's in pain.

but, it was invisible.. apeunji.... hontouni... itaaaiyooo...

(T.T)....


---> u're surely grammar and vocabulary failed, buchou said: syazlin, u ni, masih tak tau ke 1 perkataan o x, ade kot2 lagi... omo, I meme laa... dari kecik, language mmg fail.. walaupun I score A but just on paper, same goes as subject history, ayh I sad: haish, lin xbelajar sejarah ke dulu... (T.T).. I got A1 ok, bcz u la, I try the hardest bcz u ever said u got A, so, as the daughter, I have to even feel like vomiting to learn them.. huhu...

moral of da n3: u eventually capable if u ever try to just u urself... some kind of lazy human being.. duhhhhh.....

off to work.. with new goal, new courage n..... new attitude?? (eh???)

Sunday, 29 January 2012

aigoo.... cik linn....

I quote the following sentence from a Korean drama. Do agree with the sentence.. owh, writer, u’re saigou…

Human A: A heart isn’t some revolving door where a bunch of people can go in and out.

Human B: Not. Chigaimas, feeling is an easiest thing in the world. It’s open up once you close your eyes and not a revolving door but like a merry go round. It’s a thing that can be enjoyed by many people happily...

Is Human A or human B is correct? Both I think. There’s a time, a heart is like a merry go round but sometimes its become a treasure box. Once its close, its so damn hard to open and could be remain shut. Or just like a door, anyone can enter . anyone can come and go. Or what else..


Ps: pesal cm melo je n3 nih.. omoya.. (T.T)… every month demam ni, letey la… n 2 hari ni, allergic pulak melanda... redhala menerima kesakitan ini....