If I…….
But when talking about, “berpijak di bumi nyata”… reasoning will be ignored..
Instead of “If I”, there’s also, “luckily”.. Thus, as an almost 24 years old women..
I do gather a lots of “luckily” compare to “if I”… yes I do matured enough..
But still… there’s lot of thought in my head.. n they were gathering n keep mixing, spinning. Perhaps, I’m being thinking too much, n those thought do confusing me.. so damn much…
I couldn’t burst a single tear even though it was… saddening.. n I do feel I need to cry out loud.. but.. I just couldn’t…
Is it matured or some kind of pathetic feeling?
Couldn’t be able to express the feeling or just simply afford to ignore the feeling and as so faking of me said, there’s still lot of thing I need to think instead of this…
But… as mention.. faking…
And it couldn’t be truth..
This few days before, I do feeling something bad will occurred, but I do hope, please, the bad things, do occurred towards me only.. Please don’t involve anyone.. n still it involved lots of people..
And this kind of things… contain lots of moral of the story…
It was, not the first accident experienced by me.. but the moment.. still couldn’t be described within words..
It’s just.. too fast…
Chronology:
12:00 ++… hungry, let’s go for lunch… ermm.. MCD, does my office within the delivery area?… but, still, I feel like going out… shigoto.. do stress… perhaps eating outside would lift up some stress on my shoulder.. – unexpectedly, it’s does adding much much stress…
13:00++, let’s go, zarina n baem… n I feel like driving that very day.. n where’s we heading? Not at sg buah again… Bandar baru bangi.. roger..
And, after traffic light, turn right, turn right.. then.. is it left or right? straight…
Straight…ok….berhenti lin…..(interval).. kena ke? Bang… (interval)… haah?? Ok ke? rina? Kena… trok ke??....
Otokajo… ok, calmed down, reversed.. your car can still moving.. ok, parked at the road side…
Miss Persona: “awk xnmpk ke? Sy baru amik kereta ni”. Judging from her road tax, 2 months ..
I really don’t know what to do.. ok, call somebody… tasukette…
Either claimed insurance o just paying… then, report police 1st…
n neo… daijoubu? Moving?? Yes moving, but, alignment .. n there’s creepy sound.. n then, its raining…. Heavily..
Baem drive neo to kajang? Can o not?.. no no… too dangerous, please don’t take any risk..
Parking.. call hidayu, please.. help me… n raining.. keep raining… 3 of us.. waiting in neo…
Hidayu, late.. isn’t it? Worried… ok, then, Alhamdulillah.. arrive… 5 of us heading to kajang.. but as we still not eating anything yet… tapau mcd first.. mc chicken taste like nothing… n I couldn’t afford to eat much…
15.00++ … arrive.. meet again with with Miss Persona, how is it.. if claimed insurance… no NCD… how about just paying… discussion… haah? 5k?? muri-muri… ok, the best choice, claimed insurance...
But.. otokajo.. calling2… waiting to report… then.. no 17… eh? another counter? Gehhh…
Then, waiting for our turn… miss persona do report 1st.. it surely take timeeeeee.. then… my turn… report..
Need to c mr sarjan.. again.. Waiting.. report again..
As written, law for traffic: there’s a summon issued towards me.. geh.. RM 300… no discount…
17:00++ … heading back.. call car towing.. Miss Persona doesn’t want her car to be send to Proton workshop? Eh????
Mr Sarjan also arrive.. Mr Sarjan: “jalan ni, memang xblh pergi straight actually, either right o left je” … ok then, kelisa straight n 3 4 +++ cars also..
Mr Sarjan: “nk saman, mmg byk la”…
Then.. wut the wut….. please, do label the road wisely n as u said lots of accident occurred here.. then, ……? Instead of keep issuing nonsense summon.. Take some action.. honour the work.. couldn’t you?
Neo was towed to puchong.. sayonara neo.. matta kondo, please come back healthier… claim insurance, summon, document, n etc…. will be settle the very next day…
19:00++.. arrive home with Hidayu…
20:00++.. go to K.ina open house.. I just couldn’t afford to be alone...
22:00++, calling lots of people.. daijoubu, daijoubu, lynnlinn-sama… subete wa, hontouni, daijoubu.. at the very least, no one, injured… alhamdullilaah… thanks to ALLAH S.W.T…
Dunno what time I could be able to clos my eyes.. shocking state…..
The very next day, settle up the document.. thanks to hidayu, let me borrow her car n baem, thanks for bring me there…
-ended-
PS:
1)Maybe in 3 weeks, neo can come home… surely, aitakute yoo…
2)Miss Persona: I… speechless… sorry for the trouble.. but it was accident..
no one ever asked for it. It’s not like, I drive with any alcohol influence, or speeding or etc… it was accident.. Blaming people, we need some consideration to take.. Do hope, your persona will be ok.
3)Miss Linn: do sleep well. Waking up once in 2 hours, doesn’t give u any benefit. Don’t think too much, you’re not alone.. At the very least, kazoku will always support you.. Just do learn from this lesson... very very big lesson…
4)My ayah n mak: Sorry, I hate worrying both of u, but.. It is just couldn’t be helped.
5)Zarina n husband n family: sorry, hope your baby will be ok, how I wish… baby girl: o genki deska? Stay healthier, onegai…
6)Baem: Sorry jgk…
7)Any other person involve directly or not: So sorry also…
8)Minnasan: I truly apologize and thank you from deep of my heart..
9)There’s lot of missing part in the chronology.. but… does it matter? No right…
10)Do annoyed with u.. Mr C: wut the wut….. Adding oil in the fire, does give profit to you.. but… is your life happier by doing so? ….
11)Life wasn’t easy.. n it’s somehow, some kind of freaking cruel but that not what we calculated in life. How you approach the life is what matter.
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oppa on my desk... domu-domu sarangheyo.....
