Bicara Hatikah?

Women…

Are they that weak?
Recently, lots of movie/ drama made adaption from novel and most of the story ala2 Korean style. And what about Korean style is, the girl gonna fall in love first and some kind of… gonna berkorban apa saje for the guy which is…. I don’t like…

Bicara Hati Novel, by Damya Hanna.. my neechan buy dat novel and I read it, I think during my skool time or 1st year uni.. and.. tadaaa…. the novel made into drama.
I suka the novelist name, siap thinking bout giving my twin name, as damia hana n dania hani, mia n nia…haha.. stop talking about things, which is……(lost word oh)…

Omo.. excited.. then, now already ep 10, little bit frustrated bcz there’s changes here and there. So, I coming home searching for the novel to reread, so that I can find the differences, is it the zahlia in the novel is like that? But… xjumpa maa…. Doko ni?

Then, I buy the new one..


Reread it for a night.. penat oh… lama suda left behind the hobby: reading…
Then, ok, zahlia in the novel its more ok ok than the one in drama. No pink eye shadow being mention at least. Linda ok, marsha do the good job, but no insaf scene as in drama, marsha tetibe solat.. what the?? Tengku shahran… erm, bolehlaah, hensem… (^.^)…

But.. after reread the novel, I did notice I hate a few scene which is dolu, xperasan pn.. maybe dulu, I just feel that should be when you falling in love, oho, am I in love that time? But now, which no love feeling for a guy, I did think, some of action taken by zahlia, some kind of…. Aigooo….

1st about the contract, xboleh touching2.. why u xbangkang kt shah tu, when he said, the condition is, u must call him as abang, no matter of time.. so dat with ur condition, no touching for… whenever right??

2nd, whenever shahran said, wife derhaka kt husband, will berdosa.. so, why can’t you zahlia said, if you love me, how could you, make me some kind of wife y derhaka, if a husband redha je, xberdosa la kot? Hehe.. xsure jgk hokum hakam ni..

3rd, ada scene, shahran did something… omo… a husband, how could u… whenever your blindly jealous arouse, u just did horrible2 thing to her.. n she… after a few sory2 word, tears in his eye.. ok, forgiven.. How could a husband did not believe a women, who… he… kononnya.. love very2 much… oho… pathetic husband and wife.. why, is dats easily? Is that what we call it as LOVE? I wonder…

4th, scene yang last2, faizal gonna rape zahlia… oho… a guy coming, to send a thing, then.. why this women, zahlia who live alone, invite him to minum2.. eh? Mmgla, just sit down outside, but u’re alone babe.. n, yaa… novel, kenala happy ending.. zahlia saved… n finally happy ever after…

Conclusion: I just don’t ever get it, why. but as in reality, women, did those thing.. mengalah apa saje when she’s falling in love.. omo… women, get a hold of yourself, a wife oklah, mesti taat right? But as GF je… xpyhla. B4 kahwin pn, behave cm hantu, n if after, u think dats he’s gonna change? Hopefully but please… I do believe the first impression first.. I do judge a book by its cover first. I do assume a character by first meeting first..

PS: last time, balik kg, I drove my mom to visit my future sister in law, hehe, if their jodoh ada la, da 5 years couple kot… n tiba2, my brother’s future mother in law, said: dah keje elok2 ni, kena cari dahlah, muka ni, kena letak y ke2, eh, bkn y ke 3, memulanya, agama dia, then perangai dia..

Me: senyum2 saje..

Dlm hati: grrrrrrr… eh what the what kn.. ok, wife as makmum have to choose her imam.. but, I don’t know how this applicable.. I think it same goes in auditing proses. We can’t choose the auditor but we can reject the given auditor. Erm, maybe, kalaulah, ada orang meminang, kita blh reject org itu but not, we are the one, whose go for the meminang a guy.. erm.. is that?? Hehe.. I did apply my new knowledge in my life.

But ahjuma, actually I nak reply like this tp dh nk maghrib kn, so dat I mls la, ok the true answer is: currently, ahjumashi, mmgla, 25 years, my friendss (plural) dh ada baby dh. Kerja, Alhamdulillah, stabil la, insyaALLAH… tapi.. the problem is: no one falling in love with me and I also don’t fall for anyone and even if I did, otokajo? Masuk meminang ke? Haish… muri des… its not bout soal memilih, is not bout xmencari, its just.. jodoh.. kt tangan tuhan kn, macam mati jgk.. so, just don’t ask if u not receiving any invitation card.. don’t ever bother, kerja tuhan semua tu, don’t ever bother,if someone daughter, berat jodoh… Doa-doakan lah, the happiness of other, bukan spreading the bad thing bout others.. kannn..

Me: if people said to me, linn, jangan memilih sangat, jangan jual mahal sgt, oho… what the what, ckpla apa saje… u’re not in my shoes, nanti bg jwpn kejam cm kwn neechan kn, mau menangis u, hehe, her answer to a married women who ask her: bila nak kahwin w/pun dh terang lg bersuluh dia tu single: dah akak bila nk bercerai? Tak tahu kn, so sy nk kawin bile pn xtau jgk la.. jodoh kn kt tgn DIA…

hahaha... pdn muka akk tu, bergenang air mata tp dh every day tanya, menyampah kn. dis is issue is so damn sensitive for 30+ women. and I.. approaching.... (T.T)...